about your princess

hello again

i have opened my laptop for this as it is easier to type on than my phone right now

as i post more and more on here you will learn more and more things about me because who am i if not one who loves to be perceived

i do not like to use proper punctuation and sometimes proper grammar is not around

i like to speak in simple words and silly riddles and make the simple things complicated and the complicated things simple

i am not the best at wording things and i feel like i have a hard time getting my point across the way i want it to but that is neither here or there

if youre confused or have questions are just like hey... thats not worded right im all ears... unless youre mean about it then im not going to listen

there are multiple reasons why im called a princess and soon you will to find out why

maybe im spoiled rotten

maybe i carry the room like a princess would

maybe i adorn myself like one

maybe its just something that stuck

who truly knows

im just a girl

on another note this blog will be like... blogging

just my inner thoughts on the internet yk because i have free will and only so many people can stop me

i will talk about anything and everything i see fit and if there is an issue then.. we can talk about it in a nice manner or like... leave? idk man i aint tryna like argue a girl got too many things to lollygag about

some info about your princess - i am currently diagnosed with bpd and bi polar type 2 i am infact only 24 and i am an april aries

im in the process of figuring out why i suck at sleeping

what will you do with this information? your guess infact will be better than mine in that regard

every now and again i get a new favorite word to use and you will notice it quickly if you stalk everything i post and comment

i am going through a weird amount of life changes and i have been through a lot for my age (unknown to me until i tell people what happened to me and get told thats not normal)

i am aware and not aware that for the most part that i am the exception and not the rule (in highschool i thought everyone got told they were pretty by a new stranger everyday and my friends kindly told me no... that it is just me and that i am special... i am still humbled and shocked by that to this day because i thought it was so normal)

i get into a lot of weird situations which sometimes are probably avoidable but i am a curious girl and sometimes i like to do things for the plot

i think.... i have rambled enough in this post

hmmm... i wonder what information is truly here

there is a difference between april and march aries if you know enough of them you can see it

i also really like strawberries

i cant have cherries

and i cant have bacon

they make my tummy hurt and i dont know why but i will suffer for jalapeno poppers

i want to be comfortably famous online

nothing super major but just a large enough audience/influence to get like simple brand deals or enough money in a month to cover a bill or two or... a shopping trip as i do love to shop and buy so many clothes...

i stress about things i cant control until im sick but that is not as bad as before and as you may have noticed i say i will stop talking or what not and just not stop?..

i feel like if i dont get everything out now then its like never going to get free

hmmm.... i do have a psychologist and psychiatrist incase yall are like worried after the things i say

i do forget that some of the things im so used to shrugging off are not entirely something i should

i feel like i should end this on a more positive note but im unforsure where to start on thata ngl

i feel like i am growing and changing as a person in a good way and that i am becoming more and more comfortable in my own skin

i have lost friends due to them being happy that im happy or getting free things from strangers (yeah yeah like i hear it yk but i still thought it was like normal or people to get free food or snacks sometimes just gifts from strangers) i try not to think about it too much because why would a true friend be happy that youre up in life yk?

i get jealous and i do envy people and then i go like hmm if i want that then i gotta make that happen and then i do even if i complain the whole time it will get done because if i want something i get it and its never a matter of if its a matter of when

as you can tell i have been spoiled in certain areas along with being humbled in some as well

i like my little things

i like my routines

i am liking who i am becoming

i am more okay with my anger nowadays

i realize that it is okay that i feel this much and this intense all the time

and within reason if i dont like something i do no have to tolerate it at all

i get called pretty, gorgeous, a goddess all that fun stuff a lot and i am always grateful that i am seen that way by people and my ego is sometimes stroked a little too much by it but i never want to take that for granted (idk where i was going with this but i blanked and im just going to leave it in)

hmm

a form of journaling this blog will be but with peoples commentary and questions and just general interactions

i think i am officially going to stop here

with a princess pop quiz

whats my zodic sign?

whats my favorite dum dums flavor?

do you think all 23 of my chickens have names?

what dog breed do you think i want to be if i was a dog?

we love an opened ended pop quiz

xoxo your princess 🍭