a continuation of the argument
what a weird day and an unreasonable way to lose a friend
granted considering everything i have going on this is the least of my worries as i have my health to figure out and i feel like i am finally gaining momentum on it and getting the answers ive been seeking for what feels like forever
i have generally no concept of time due to a multitude of reasons but i never had much of a problem with it
i usually just have a lot to say and therefore i say it whenever and wherever i can within reason of course
back to the red hair thing
this friend of mine who maybe isnt as considerate and doesnt pay as much attention to things as i wish they would has misjudged me as a person
which at the end of the day happens and i truly do not have it in me to think about it much more
the friends partner who also acted they way they had is more so disappointing but not surprising
i am in simple words truly grateful that i have not started weaning off my mood stabilizers yet as this situation wouldve gone another way
i do have more to say but i will make a different post
btw the chicken community is up and somewhat running we will make tweaks too it later and what not